Guys, I closed this tumblr account. Everybody knew my tumblr, and it makes me insecure. I’m afraid of some posts didn’t match with our personalities, and I’m afraid of bullies. I’m tired of this insecure and scared feelings.
Everybody thought I have the best childhood ever and have perfect life because I never looked sad in front of them. But deep inside of my heart I wanted they to know that I’m not okay. I used to cut, and hide it with bracelets. Everybody think I’m not old enough, everybody think I still in elementary school. NO! I’m in Junior High School. Yeah, maybe because of my height.
My life wasn’t perfect, until I make this account. I find much much much much posts about bullying and depression. It makes me happy a little, knowing the fact that I’m not alone.
I was about to suicide, but then I realized someone in this world dealing with something worse than mine. So I refused to suicide.
So… this is me. The new me.
I don’t care if everybody ever think I’m changed. It’s not changed, I’m growing up and now I’m stronger. And I don’t care if you didn’t read this at all, I just wanted to post it. No offense, but I really don’t care.
Thank you tumblr! Lots of loove, good night. Sleep tight and have a nice dream everyone. I lovee you.